God brought me to a place where I could realize my deep need for Him and how that conflicts with my deep desire to be in control. He met me and told me I didn’t have to do it alone, which is one of the worst agreements I have made. He told me He was sorry that I felt so alone for so long. He awakened my heart to the need to battle and how to do it well
What I am leaving the weekend with is simply that I don’t have to strive anymore. I am His son and I don’t have to be anything else. I am free to be who I am. I have a refreshed desire for intimacy with my Father.